Who am I? 1 – Cornwall to Sussex

Some of you will have been following my music for decades, whilst others might have only just discovered it, so I thought it might be nice to reintroduce myself and let you know a bit more about who I am and how I got here. One of my favourite books of recent times has been Vivianne Crowley’s Wild Once, where she talks about her life, her path, how she discovered her Craft – essentially who she is. I think, as our Pagan community moves forward, these kinds of books will become more and more valuable. I want to know what people do, how they feel.

So here we go!

I was born around 9 am on 16th June 1965 to two wonderful parents, Ann and Patrick Smith, in Redruth Hospital in Cornwall. I was christened David Martyn Smith in a tiny Church in the Countryside, just outside Falmouth. They had moved to Cornwall from Carshalton, along with my Mum’s brother and his wife, and my Nan, to start a new business – a corner shop in the village of Devoran. The shop did well. They got it its Alcohol License, and it was very popular in the village and in the surrounding area, stocking some of the best local pasties too. Devoran was very small at that time – I went back there just last year and it’s grown so much. It had just a small school, my parents’ shop, the post office across the street, and a pub. It overlooked Devoran Quay and the river Fal. Old Man Martyn ran the local Plant Nursery, and he took a punt by giving Dad another job there as a delivery man. It helped so much that when I was born, they gave me the middle name of Martyn, in honour of that man, and the helping hand. I think Martyn’s Nursery is still in Devoran to this day.

We moved away from Cornwall when I was only 4 years old – I had asthma and the family doctor suggested it was because of the damp Cornish air. That was rubbish, of course. I’ve had asthma all my life, so moving changed nothing. I’ve sometimes wondered how life would have been if we had remained in Cornwall. However, being born and living there planted a lifelong love of that incredibly wild and magical land within the heart of all of the Smiths. We went back to a campsite near Falmouth, just along from Maenporth beach, every year after that for our holidays.

So we moved as a family to Haywards Heath in Sussex. At that time, it was a small Mid-Sussex town where Dad had been evacuated to during the Second World War, and he had some good memories as a child there. When I went to school and we would occasionally be asked to call out where we had been born, most people said Brighton. Then it got to me and I said Redruth, Cornwall. I felt different. In a way like I didn’t quite belong. I would always feel like I was going home when we got into the car for that 9-hour+ drive southwest, and when we passed the sign saying we were entering Cornwall/Kernow, I felt something like that homecoming every time. I think my Cornish heart had a lot to do with my love of myth and legend as I grew up. Of the belief in the Otherworld, in the Knockers, the Spriggans, the Piskies, the old Cornish Stone Circles, the abandoned Tin Mines, the wilderness of Bodmin Moor, the breathtaking coastline of beaches and dangerous dark stone cliffs. The legends of King Arthur, pirates and smugglers. How could all of that not have affected me as a small boy who felt such a connection to the land of his birth? I think you can hear that love in a lot of my songs.

Yes. I was a child of wilder land. Of granite cliffs, the crashing Atlantic, and the wild moor. For many years, Sussex was simply too soft for me. The hills are rolling and gentle, and made of soft chalk. The landscape was manicured by the centuries of sheep farming. The waves of the English Channel were just too small. Then my Dad began to explore his ancestry. We knew I would be the only Cornishman of recent years, but what he found surprised us all.

Dad was born in Balham in London, so he expected to find centuries of London-based ancestors. What he found was that only one generation back, all of our ancestors, for over a millennia, had been born, lived, and died in Sussex. We found we had an ancestor from the 1700s buried in Portslade cemetery, which was only one road away from my then-current house. My cousin then began to look too, taking it back further to discover that our family lived in and owned Arundel Castle in the Middle Ages. It was the old family Crib!

This knowledge did change my relationship with the land where I lived. I had generations of ancestors in the surrounding earth. It was good to finally feel at home in Sussex, but it probably took until I was about 50 years old. Have I got Cornwall out of my system? Of course not. I still climb the cliff path of Boscastle, and by the time I step to the top and look out to sea, I am crying with what the Welsh call Hiraeth. I feel it so deeply. When I needed some time away, just a couple of weeks ago, it was to Cornwall’s Rocky Shores that I travelled. I will always be a Cornishman. When I heard the song Cornwall my Home when we were watching the second Fisherman’s Friends film, well, I shed a tear or ten. I finally have two homes. Cornwall and Sussex, and that is a Good Thing.

I hoped you enjoyed that early life introduction. I certainly enjoyed writing it. So there will be more to come!

11 thoughts on “Who am I? 1 – Cornwall to Sussex”

  1. Moonbear the druid

    Damh the Bard, Thank you so much for sharing. I read this looking at and listening to the waves crashing on the other side of the Atlantic.

    1. I knew you were born in Cornwall, but had no idea about your Sussex connections. It’s lovely to read your reflections and stories about your childhood and I’m looking forward to the next installment ☺️

  2. I can relate to your thoughts and feelings about Cornwall. I was born in the late 60’s in Falmouth, just up from the Moor behind Killigrew Street. Mother was from Mylor. I moved to Devon for several years and I now live in Glastonbury. No matter where I have lived the Cornish land and it’s
    stories have always stayed with me. It’s part of me. Glastonbury is wonderful but when I go back it always feels like going home.

  3. I was born and lived in London until I was 30. Then I moved to rural South Shropshire – a county I had barely heard of until I was about 25.

    I have no family connection with the county as far as I can tell but every time I’ve been away and pass a “Welcome to Shropshire” sign at the side of the road I feel a load lift from my shoulders.

    I feel I have been transplanted, roots and everything, from suburban London to idyllic rural beauty and, without intending to be morbid, hope to end my days here.

    There is a fundamental sense of belonging to which I have no ancestral entitlement, but it’s as strong to me as if I was born here.

  4. gloryofthesea62d51fa4b8

    I loved reading this Damh. I am listening to Cornwall My Home as I type this. Thank you for telling me about your early life. Love to you. From Glory in Bend Oregon.

  5. Thanks for that. I knew some of it, but not all. I feel one’s connection to one’s land is crucial. And one’s land isn’t always what one imagines! I cry every time I hear Cornwall my home, and I’m only a visitor to Cornwall. Who wouldn’t get caught up in such naked love expressed so beautifully. I only wish there was a song that good about Lancashire. There are many that are good, but don’t quite hit that same love and pride. Feeling the spirit of the land powerfully and knowing in addition that your ancestors walked in the same places is a very special feeling. Maybe the next album can have a special song about the spirit of Sussex?

    1. Andy Thomas Bottomley

      Hi Ann
      Thank you for sharing your thoughts but I wondered have you tried listening to some of the Oldham Tinkers music.
      They don’t necessarily share the spirit like that of Cornwall but with their industrial background and their northern humour they always create in me a sense of ‘that is where I come from’
      Also Pendle Hill by Merry Hell a wonderful thought provoking piece.
      I hope you don’t mind me sharing.
      Andy

  6. HI Dave,
    Thanks for that it resonated it a very positive way.
    I know what you mean about feeling your roots are in somehow shallow but deep ground.
    Personally, I was born in Welwyn Garden City in 1958,a totally rootless New Town where everyone simply moved in.
    My roots however are in the North, Lancashire and it is in the North that I sense I have my roots. In wild natural places such as moors and woods.
    I spent a good number of years in Swaledale in the Yorkshire dales and now reside in the Tamar Valley in Devon not far from Dartmoor, the Mother of Rivers and ancient woods.
    So thank you for your piece, which I read and will again and for letting me share I little of where I came from, being born in rootless ground but with roots that dig deep into the past and wild and natural places.

  7. Thank you for your early life history. It is a strangely powerful thing to feel so connected to a place, and not something everybody has the privilege to feel, but is magical when you do. I think it helps one to feel connected to the very fabric of the landscape.
    I have enjoyed your music for many years but have only recently started out on my journey into druidry. As many have said, as soon as I started to explore druidry, it felt like I had come home.
    I look forward to the next instalment of your life history

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